Duxford Girl

It's not going well, kids and I know we're about a month away but it's never to early to start thinking about these things. I'm usually pretty good with the whole resolution thing. Generally, I pick things that are somewhat attainable like “this year I resolve to go to the movies more often”. This year I'd like to resolve that I will no longer be emotionally naked. Unfortunately, I fear that this is a near impossible goal. I've always wanted to be one of those people who bottles up everything inside and never shows an ounce of emotion but instead my heart is perpetually on my sleeve. Because of this I always say and do the wrong thing because I emote first and think later. Inevitably, I end up alieninating people I care about because even if I'm trying to say something positive it's at the worst possible moment and usually comes out in a jumbled mess of thought.

The fact that I'm posting this to my blog is probably a sure sign that I should stick to something more reasonable for my resolution like “I resolve to buy 20 pairs of new shoes in 2007” but by the same token, at least I'm aware of the problem.

PS – According to spell check I spelled this entire entry correctly, including this: alksjdfkljsdfjhg. I think my spell check must be broken. EVIL SCIENTIST WHAT ON EARTH DID YOU DO TO MY COMPUTER THIS TIME!